Will it ever end?

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I haven't posted on here since I introduced myself. It has now been two year of trying and I want to give up, I am sick of holding out hope for a baby and putting money into something I don't know if it will ever come. I am so discouraged and it has only been two years I don't know how many of you have done it for so long. How do you keep going, how do you keep trying? I pray every night for my PCOS to go away, for my body to lose weight for some sort of miracle so this pain will end. I am sad and grumpy, I feel like a horrible wife and mother and I cry all the time. I think it hurts more everytime I hear someone else is pregnant. I don't know how to deal with it and that drives me crazy. I am sorry to complain, but I know this is the one place I will find understanding. I am open for suggestions, if anybody has any.

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