This weekend I came to AZ to watch my sister have her first baby! What a miracle! It's weird how much I have forgotten about having a new born...been almost 3 years now. Just straight from heaven! I always feel happy when people get pregnant or have a baby. I wish it didn't remind me how much I want that!! Happy for them, sad for me. It seems like my family is trying to be sensitive....like overly sensitive about the fertility thing when I would actually rather talk about it and be open about what is going on but I like them to ask and not just dance around it. I'm so complicated:) I'm afraid this blog has become my way to vent, sorry but you might hear from me lots.... I thought watching my sister be in labor for 24 hours would help me not be so baby hungry but it was weird during her labor I wanted to feel all of it and go through that because I know every push, pain, is worth it cause look whatcha get...Your own piece of Heaven:)
{my nephew Legend}
{my nephew Legend}
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